right or wrong.tell me.

haven’t update for a loooong time.kinda lazy.laurel,nah,updated,for u.daphne.enough is enough oh.don nag at me already.well..wat i did recently was trainings and movies with him.went sentosa with laurel nic and lynard.made new frens as usual.was having helluva great time till some grp of ppl came.all e xiao pai kias.lame shit.ruined laurel and my day.totally.pissed.damn di xiao.forget it.cuz after tt it was alright.N and L came..played a little.well…when we team up with N and L..somehow laurel and i stone there.hahas..dunnoe why.*they must be pissed off with us stoning there*dunnoe wat happened to me also.N’s leg is injured.sad case.he’s so quiet!maybe too tired.L is so chao lao.hahahahas..laurel.shhhh.mi mi oh^_^um bathed and stuff went to eat.i looked soooo..xmm==” e stupid noodle.it was tt day only i found out tt i’ve gt prob at using chopsticks); wth lo.L offered to help me.but i thought tt i had t learn.hahas..*c’mon.start acting like a big girl and be more independent becca!!!*lol.anyway..laurel pao chi wo ): boohoos..cuz i dn wanna go home tt early.but she wants to.sad lo.and his leg is injured too.he has to go home and rest.dun wanna worsen his injury lo.

anyway.had training today.super slack.but i gt hit by atomic bomb frm my juniors!!!!roawr!!!!!!they laugh at me): dhen apologise lo.wth.laugh lerh apologise.kill u guys oh!!!hahas..our vb..i dunnoe wat t say.ur seem to be more interested on when are we getting our jerseys rather dhen e  upcoming competition we’ll be facing in like 2-3 weeks time.c’mon,no matter how nice ur look on court also no use derh.improve on ur skills!!! looking at e rate we’re gg..seriously speaking.u guys will gt trashed out there.even if ur lose.but lose with pride lehs.ur can do it one lo.but ur dun wanna put ur heart into it.wat?during training ur can discuss bout wat ur wanna eat after training when our training merely started. amazing ehs.ur can have fun during training,joke and stuffs.but when its time to be serious,be serious.no more gossips girls!gossip is bad oh!(: bu hao.understand?t ur im crapping here.but this is wat and how i feel bout our vb.HL,i’ve talked to u many times.stop it.its so auntie!!!u can hav ur gosspis after training.but nt during training(:i know u’re reading ohhhhh!!!!^^ don act blurr when i ask u huh:D

my blog is boring.idk why am i even blogging.maybe im toooooooo bored and so im blogging here and wat ever i blog turns out boring too!hahahahahas.lame.

i’ve got alot on my mind.u or u.lol.

i dunnoe wats on ur mind.wat u’re thinking right nw.and wat are u gonna do next.how u feel and why u,why me.i suck at expressing myself.thankx for being u.will i have regret??idk.will u?idk too.but i hope everything will be okay. i may seem to be not so serious at times when i should.i knw.im sorry.but sometimes u caught me offguard.i dunnoe how to tell u how i feel.but trust me.its a good thing.nt bad(:

IMN badly):

haven’t update for a veeeeeeeery long time.

well,as usual,had been watching alot of movies..niceeeeeeeee..and mummy bought me a new phone:D nokia6760 slide..wahahahas..we paid 220 for it at first..dhen we went back in e evening t get my bro’s phone …dhen e person tell  us tt they accidentally charge us extra 30 for my phone due t some admin reasons..and i got back my 30^^hahahaha..lucky lo..if we didn’t go back we would have paid tt sales assistant $30 for her mistake.wth.but nvm.everything is settled already anyway(((((:

dhen went to view cars yesterday..we’re getting a darn tmd bloodsucker 7 seater car.fck loh..so ex.i’ll rather not want e car. my parents still want.just for e sake of driving t malaysia conveniently.=.= i want buy new lappy u die also dun let,car only u buy already.wth.i think e car can buy me 5 lappy lo.selfish.heh. nvm.got hp can already.^^but i missed shu yi’s b.day bcoz of tt stupid car.sian..i wan eat aston also..i wan eat sakae also..i wan go seoul garden also..boo.other dhen tt , N went for 3 days camp.im gonna miss him.nobody pei me liao…nvm.siansationnnnnnnnn…

tmr gg library with esther and wei jie..jc last min can’t go..we gotta finish our work lo.cannot play..hahas…dhen training on wed..ola..ola..tired…oh well..tts all..

boo

haven’t blog for quite some time.kinda lazy though.coach will be gg for his reservice and stuff..mr loh will be taking over him,hopefully ppl tt deserves to be in the main six gets in,and those tt doesn’t deserves to be in the team..speechless..many things happened,coach found out bout e prob between B gals ands C gals.well,honestly speaking,nothing is wrong,e only prob is trust.they don trust us,and thier thinking is still naive,juniors got their jobs to do,and so does seniors too,if ur think tt we seniors are like shit,maybe u’re wrong.like coach said,how many seniors u see,comes every morning to help u guys set up e court,prepare everything for u guys,help ur design ur jerseys,pick balls for ur,make sure ur finish ur service in time or u’ll be punished by coach?after so much we’ve done,this is wat in return?ur ask urself,is this wat we deserve?we merely asked ur t keep the equipments,ur are already complaining,training starts,ur know the time,timesup,ur report as a team,and we start or warm up as one.yet?ur want us to invite u with invitation cards to come for warm up?this kinda discipline…u go other sch compare,its nothing already,not boasting,ur can go ask around.believe it or not,ur prob.idk why this yr vb team so ununited.u guys only know how to complain.ur come for training to complain or train?if training is not tough,dhen wat knda trainng is tt?and,moreover,i doubt our training is even tough or wat.the word tough,doesn’t fits.lol.sick of this team.

anyway,went out with him yesterday,laugh till 6 pacs coming out.he’s always falling sick.so old liao still dunnoe how to tc of urself,noob.oh well.. got nothing to say already.the thought of vb..siansation.

boo:D

 kinda tired..body ache like hell..till now!!!!cuz we went for training today..bumping the whole day loh!!!>.< cuz im lazy to run for e ball..tio bump.tmd.nvm..i like.and i’ve got a wonderful junor(:she wrote bout me on her blog,but apparently,its nameless..its obvious lah for god sake.i did’nt know bout it,but when i came for training today,everyone told me tt u wrote bout me on ur blog.pls lah,don be another xiao mei mei can.know ur own mistake.u know wat u’ve done.if u don even show basic respect to ur vice captain,why the hell should i show u any respect in e first place?yah,u  repect me,and i did too,but if u were to do something wrong,should’nt u know it urself wats e consequences?c’mon lah,words spread fast,if u got e guts to write bout anyone and post bout anyone,dhen pls have e guts to face us.its ur blog,u can write wat ever u want,yup.i totally agree with tt,im not saying tt u can’t post.post all u like.but at the end,u’re just implicating on urself,its kinda contradicting u know??pls,have u got any brain cells?think lah,u can’t avoid me for e rest of ur life,just like today,u see me only u U-turn for fck?wat d’you think i’ll do?kill u?slap u?shout at u?sorry lah,i very hum ji derh,not so ay gan mah.not like u one.u’ve got guts right?come talk to me lah,i’ll be waiting,im no longer the rebecca tt always go shout at the person confront em and find ppl trouble .tt was e naive rebecca ur know,now,i shall wait for u to come and confront me,k:D test my patience.i’ve got more dhen wat you think.maybe i under estimated u guys,i thought u’re one of the better juniors,but guess im wrong.i’ve seen wat i should,tts enough,u disrespect captain or vice captain,t u is none of my buisness,u’re wrong,u can jolly well go tell mr loh,i believe he’ll say e exact same thing i said.u wanna disrespect us.go ahead,why not do it all e way.don waste ur effort actting infront of us,save it alright(:enough is enough,know ur limit,don push it too far.i just want u to know,u join vb for the name only?or?idk.but from e look of it,its just for e name.wat?vb very hot?very cool?can attract all e guys??yeah right.u know absolute nothing.not a single shit leh.wake up from ur stupid fantasy lah wl.

laurel..com back for training can???very boring sia..alot of probs..they’re worst dhen e previous juniors..come back!!!

crystal,don worry lah,u’ll be in the main six.no matter setter or sub set or watever,its e same(: still a team.captain!c’mon.cheerup.

daphne,do wat u should do.unless u wanna live in regrets.think it this way,do all u can,no matter wat e outcome is,im sure u’ll not regret,cause u know u’ve done ur best,better dhen regretting,asking urself,why i nvr msg him,i should have,this and tt.u wan this to happen?c’mon.just do it!:D

the end,nothing much to say,its all bout nagging.so long peeps!

tired…

camp back from camp today..i miss them alot..);all damn cute funny and caring one.never thought that obs can be so bonding..memories they left on me will not be forgotten(:ppl don remember momories,but moments..thats e best camp i ever had.no regrets.body aching everywhere now-.-but it was all worth while.played high elements.and it was freakin high.damn scary..but still managed t complete.kayak for like 8-9 hours x.x expedition,carried bagpack damn heavy,for 10 hours walk around..tired loh.but in a good way,cause everyone was cracking jokes,super lame.its only 5 days but it felt like yrs.we missed each other,even on the very last day they seperated us.everyone hold back their tears,sucky feeling.ur can seperate us(: but still we got back together yo!:Dkept in touch.credits to elden^^oh well..thats all..

 

i’ll be waiting for e day u ask.had alot to say,but things weren’t e same,dunnoe why,but everytime things tat i wanna say,never comes out right,im sorry for all e things i said to u,i know i can’t take it back.e sleepless nights.why are u so forgiving.i don get it.i’ll never learn my lessons and i’ll never treasure and it’ll not be weird for me to take things for granted.don treat me so good.i don deserve it.i gotta go e hard way everytime.i dunnoe why.5 days,recieved all ur messages.guilty.im sorry.if u look closer.its easier to trace,e track of my tears.

BOO!:D

friday had umpiring at hougang=.=its super…*F*up.different referee got diffrent rules.wth..they should have told us wat thier “rule” is,dhen scolding us tt we’re stupid or something,when wat we did was exactly wat we were thought duirng e whole course.claiming tt ur used to coach  vb scorers from macpherson sec in 1990′s and they’re attitude is better.CRAP.macpherson vb only started last yr..-.- anyhow only.crystal merely did wat she was told to do by a referee,dhen e old referee came and raised his voice at her,and they claimed tt they did’nt raise thier voice,they merely told her wat to do.yeah right.old ppl damn one kind.they’re always right wat.chi da bian.i usually respect elders.but i hate old hags tat are freakin demanding.it gets on my nerves.he claims tt he’s a professional referee,but funny thing is..many coaches complains tt he’s e worst referee they’ve ever seen:Di like.ahahahas..^^stupid sia.boast also must boast at e right time mah.lmao.anyway,fri was our last umpiring with em.get our pay and BYEBYE!:DDDDand we left around 5+..we headed to amk inter,dhen i bus down to yck..to my friends house..around 11 they drove me home..long hao stayed over at my house too..(:today..nothing happened..and my mum finally spoke to me!!!wahahahs..so happy..although she told me to pack my room”=.=” but still she talked to me yo!!!apparently i did it willingly^.^wahahahahas..tomorrow’s gonna be a gooooooooooooood day…lalalalalas..oh..and and..im going for camp on mon..and i can’t get solid fuel!!!tmd..dunnoe where got sell..can’t find-_-!si liao loh..

boo!

ihope i’ll be able to keep this alive:Dblogger..lots of keyboard warriors nowadays..no life dogs.

anyway..am gonna spent my holiday on vb trainings work and camps:DDDDkinda bored sometimes.but at e very least im able to keep in touch with laurel and cliques and most of all…COACH!!!i like my coach:DDhe’s good and funny at times..

quarreled with my mum-.-cold war for about 2 weeks already..and monday im gg for camp..i wonder how long is this gonna go on.mum’s a XIAO QI GUI>.<

hopefully i’ll be able t update consistantly(((((:

 

well,i’ve just created this thingy..

as blogger do suckx…i guess wordpress is simpler and easier..

many things happened..

hated her.liked her.

oh well..

exams are coming..felt s sick…

have got umpiring course with my long lost sis and crystal..

drats.its freakin 9 hours.fck tat.two days of 9 hours theory.and 6 months of practical course.HOORAY*and its at BUKIT TIMAH.great is’nt it?-.-

 

and heard from my sis tt one of my fren from church is gonna change church..):

sian..nobody to play with already.

oh well..farewell to him dhen if tats the case..

 

some people just makes me ponder.

if i should give her another chance.she’s one good actress anyway.

things tt she’s done behind my back,i keep quiet.

its just a matter of time,when she’s gonna get herself in trouble.all thankx to her wonderful mouth of hers.spreading things tt are not true.thinking tt u can ruin other people’s reputation by doing tt,yes.it happened the way u wanted it.but sooner or later,the truth will be out.and things will be ugly.for you.not any of us.cause things tt u do,are the things tt u wanted.u chose it urself.yahs,u can say im implicating on myself.be tt way.cause we shall see who’s implicating on who aite.

im dont talk big or act like one.this is my blog.i blog wat ever i wan,watever i like,how i feel,u have got no rights to bitch about my blog or shit around here.just jolly well scram from here.say wat ever u wan on ur blog too.ain’t giving a fcking damn bout it.hate me.i’ll thank you for tt.alot.even better.stay out of my life.and don act like u’re helping me when im in need,when u’re not doing it from ur heart.cause u’re just making a fool out of yourself.i dunnoe why things have to be like this.case u’re the start of everything,and how u wanna end it,its all on u.

i just hope tt i wont hate e memories we’ve had.

k,enough oof my ….

lets see when will be my next post(((((:

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